Back on my side, recently things have fallen into the depths of despair. I have been going through a lot. I miss my friends as I have mentioned in previous journals. We are so far apart that I dont even know what anyone really looks like anymore. No one talks to me that often if at all. I try to go on but then other things just decide to sucker punch me until I am a mess on the floor.
I have had my son in day care for a while now so I can focus on my school work that I do over the net. All the sudden they call me and tell me that I have to reapply for the assistance. I cant qualify because I lost hours at work and my son's father stopped paying child support.
I am already short on money when my satellite company charges me for 2 months of service for no reason.
My emotions have been a complete wreck and I keep snapping at Izzy, my fiance, and I dont mean to.
I have been feeling physically sick a lot and no money for a doctor to get fixed. I get horrible migraines, dizzy spells even when sitting or laying down, and lack of appetite. That being said.. I ballooned in weight earlier this year and am trying to work it off, even though I am sick...
I have no way to fix any of my current problems... and I will be shocked if anyone has lasted through this whole entry.









Sorry I never answer my phone. I always miss calls, though I always feel too bad calling back because I feel like I just have something to complain about to people. I guess in general, I've come to dislike the phone.
By the way, if all goes well with money, I should be visiting Texas about....
March 09.
It was gonna be December, but since we lost our jobs we couldn't. Hopefully you'll check DA soon.
I deleted my Myspace. I never talked to anyone on there, and anyone important on there (Darren, Soro, ILty, Rina, you, Ash Dra list goes on etc.) I can talk to on Yahoo or note through DA.
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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
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I stand in the light staring below me upon the darkness that tries to eat away at me. I only hope that my friends will help guide me through this danger.
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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
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I stand in the light staring below me upon the darkness that tries to eat away at me. I only hope that my friends will help guide me through this danger.
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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
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The world is a fingerpainting done with broken hands.
My gallery, if you're interested~. [link]
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